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Post by me08 on Sept 21, 2008 1:14:37 GMT -5
 I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
Jac walked into the girls' dorms. She went over to her bed and fell down face first with a groan. He mind was reeling. She was so confused her head spun and it hurt. She turned her head so that she was facing the left. There was no one else in the room, surprisingly. Usually someone is in the dorms. Jac really wished one of her few friends was around. She really wanted to talk to someone. She sat up on her bed. She sat cross legged, and put her pillow in her lap. She hugged the white, fluffy object and rested her chin on it. She sat there like that for a few minutes. When she heard the door open she looked up, praying it was one of her friends so she could talk to someone. |
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Post by abbie on Sept 21, 2008 8:32:09 GMT -5
Emily walked in and noticed Jac looking pretty fed up. She sighed slightly, "Hey Jac" she said walking over. "Whats wrong?" she asked. The dorm was usually quite busy but this time it wasn't which confused Emily. Jac was usually a happy person, so it was confusing to Emily why she would be upset. She sat on the edge of Jac's bed and smiled at her, "You gonna tell me?" she asked.
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Post by me08 on Sept 21, 2008 8:47:25 GMT -5
I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
Jac smiled when she saw it was Emily. "Hey," she said. Emily was one of the few people that Jac had gotten to know at the camp. "Well...there's this guy, right; and before tonight I hardly ever talked to him. We ran into each other and started talking though. At one point he grabbed my hand to pull me op so we could walk, and at first he didn't let my hand go. I mean, how odd is that? Of course, I didn't really want him to let go; but, I barely even know him. And, it's just so infuriating and confusing because..." She stoped and sighed lightly even though she was in the middle of the ramp. "Because it scares me that I might actually like him." When she was finished, she smiled kind of sheepishly at Emily. She felt kind of bad for pretty much just dumping all her feelings on the other girl; but, Jac had to tell someone. And, Em was the first friend she'd came across. |
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Post by abbie on Sept 21, 2008 10:37:12 GMT -5
Emily laughed slightly, becuase Jac was getting quite frustrated. "Dont worry jac, this guy might like you... And you might like him..." she said, "Do you want it to stop? You should grab this opertunaity, and just make it happen, you know?" she said, she didnt know whether it made sense, but it did in her head. "If you like this guy, go along with him. If you get to know him better you might find that you have alot in common! But if you just ignore it, he might move on" she said looking Jac in the eye. "Do you want to se him again?" she asked curiously.
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Post by me08 on Sept 21, 2008 11:19:53 GMT -5
I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
Jac listened to Emily looking down at her hands. She looked up when Emily asked if she wanted to see him again. "No...yes. Ugh, I don't know," she replied frustratedly. She did want to see him again, she really liked talking to him but she was still scared. What if he hurt her? What if he said he liked her but he really didn't? What if--? She groaned again and pulled the pillow up to her face for a second. She lowered the pillow and looked over at Emily. "Em, this really stinks. Why does everything have to be so complicated?" She looked down again and realized she was still wearing Axel's hoodie. "Bloody hell," she said softly as she took it off and lay it on the bed. "I have to see him again. That's his jacket." |
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Post by abbie on Sept 22, 2008 10:42:04 GMT -5
Emily laughed lightly as Jac threw the pillow on her head, "Jac calm down!" she said smiling. She listened to Jac talking as if she was her daughter telling her about first day of school. She heard that Jac had his jacket on and that she had to see him. She nodded, "Ok that's a start..." she said. "well its not excactly a massive camp! So Im sure you'll bump into him again!" She said looking at Jac, "When you bump into him, just say that you came to find him to give him his jacket back. And then go from there.... ask if he's busy and if he'd like to do something!" she said. Emily wasn't excactly a expert on boys, since she had only ever had 3 boyfriends, but she knew what she was talking about.
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Post by me08 on Sept 22, 2008 17:04:41 GMT -5
I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
Jac listened to Emily's advice. She sighed softly and said, "But what if he doesn't like me that way...What if he's got a girlfriend? I mean, he is one of the more popular guys at camp...and he could have a girlfriend back home." She bit her lip for a second, thinking she may be making it more complicated than it actually was. Her issue though was that she'd never actually really liked anyone before. It was definatly new to her...and terrifying. "What if I can't ask him...like if I just can't get the words out?" Jac was mildly suprised that Emily hadn't asked who the guy was, usually that was everyone's first question. |
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Post by abbie on Sept 24, 2008 10:21:31 GMT -5
Emily sighed as she thought of this, "well.. If he was talking and flirting with you," she noticed the jacket on Jac's bed "and he gave you his jacket hes definately interested!" She said smiling at Jac. She wondered who the guy was, she wanted to stay out of Jac's buisness but she couldn't. "So.. whose Mr.Right?" she asked smiling, quite teasingly. She smiled, even if the guy was popular, Jac still had a chance. She was pretty, smart, funny, kind.. all the things to be a good mate and surely a good girlfriend.
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Post by me08 on Sept 24, 2008 11:56:45 GMT -5
I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
Jac smiled slighlty as she bit her lip. There was the question. She didn't look at Emily, but stared over at the jacket. She considered just telling Emily it was none of her business; but, Em was one of her good friends...and the girl was sitting there through Jac's semi-crisis. After a couple seconds, she decided to go ahead and tell Em...what could it hurt? The girl already knew it was someone; and, after giving him back his jacket she could probably figure it out on her own if Jac didn't tell her. Softly she mumbled, "Axel." She hoped that Em had heard her, she didn't know if she could make hereself say it any louder. |
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Post by abbie on Sept 25, 2008 11:25:18 GMT -5
Emily watched Jac looking at the boys jacket and heard her say something quietly. Emily just heard a bit of a name, and smiled as she heard Jac say it was Axel, "oh him!" she said smiling, "Well... Ive heard a rumour about him that says he likes some girl.. and I reckon its him!" she said smiling.
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